The Magnificence of Allah

The magnificence of Allah, our Greatest creator. Praise upon Him.

I noticed this when we were eating lunch together at school today. At the first glance, this little piece of meat seemed weird and inedible. So I grabbed it, and observed it thoroughly. Then, I saw something. I asked my fellow lunch-mate if they're seeing the same thing. And yeah they did see it too. Wow :O

Crazy

Went browsing through my folders and I found this. Really missed that crazy sleepover, haha.
Friends till death ;)

A Story

I admit, I miss A and E so bad. But it would not ever get over the yearn of that person, who people call as Father, Dad, Daddy, Papa, Abah, Abi, Babah and so on. Father, is the person that one will seldom appreciate much until he is gone.

To be honest my dear friends and readers, I DO have a dad. But it's not a 'he', instead, he's a 'she'. Yeah, that's my mother. Being both parents for so long, as a mother AND a father for her 4 bold sons.

It has been 11 years back, since the last time I emit the sound 'Abah'. Yeah, I was 6 years old back then. But come to think of it, at least I got that 6 years of seeing and feeling his presence, until he lost his life to the disease Lou Gehrig. Unlike my brothers: 3 years for Yassir and a few months for Yusri (he was way too small to even remember the face of his own father). Pondering about that, makes me want to break into tears.

I desire to call that name again, frankly.

So, to you who still have a dad, please respect and appreciate him. You'll miss him, when he is gone.

And for this very super special day, I'd like to wish all the fathers I know, Happy Father's Day. Not to be forgotten, to Khalilah Fadzilah Khalid and Allahyarham Jamain Bojei (may Allah bless him, amin).

Hoax

I got this stupid message just a few minutes ago. It says :

“Please switch off all your mobile phone tonight. According to Metro TV & international news, there will be a big radiation wave tonight at 11PM which is very dangerous to humans. Please inform to your friends not to keep their phones near them....so take precautions.”

Bullshit. Thank God I'm not that gullible. There is no such 'big radiation wave' between telecommunication towers that will be dangerous to humans.

So to you guys who received this too, IGNORE IT. Don't get easily deceived. People should not accept everything as the truth just because they receive an SMS, get it?

IMY

The people we love most, is the people that hurt us most. Damn, life does not seem as it used to be. How I'm missing my friends so much. I miss the good times we had. And I miss YOU, to be specific 'nuff.
Why things happen? Why shits happen? Because shits are life. They exist as a part of life. Life couldn't just be all happy and merry. Hey, what do you expect? Wake up!

"Friends hold both the power to excel your life, or destroy it."

-Adam Murphy

Tagged by Att

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get KISSED?
Bodday.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
Headache, numb, hoping and yeah, embracing life.

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH?
Muadz and Hannan, wulala.

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
A bit.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
To my family and anyone in need.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
Of course. But I don't know what happened to us.

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
Yeah, I guess.

8. What does your last text message SAY?
I'm sleepy.

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?
A person, two persons, three persons.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
Hell yeahh.

11. What was the time you went to bed last NIGHT?
Eleven o clock, duh.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing NOW?
Err, this is school uniform.

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
Yeah, huu :(

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
Tities, HAHA.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz…
1. Hannan
2. Muadz
3. Dena
4. Khaleeqa
5. Syada
6. Farha (I know she would not do this, haha)
7. TinaAisha
8. Fera
9. Izzal
10. Att (you don't have to do it, haha)

15. Who is no.2 having relationship WITH?
Ehem ehem :B

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE?
Female.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER, would it be a GOOD?
Whoa, beauty and the genius :D

18. What is no.1 STUDYING?
Biology, huaah.

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
At school, some of them.

20. Is no.4 SINGLE?
I don't know.

21. Say something about no.2
You're big! HAHA, kidding. You're a good friend lah biggie :D

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER?
They'll gossip like the world is ending tonight.

23. Describe no.9.
He's a chess virtuoso.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?
Er, meow? (cat fight)

25. Do you like no.8?
Dude, where are you? You have been absent since Monday.
He's a genius, super genius. I really mean that.

Life

I wish I could 'pause' this life for a moment and let me be on my own, rejuvenating myself. Or probably 'refresh' it (like on the web browser) so I'll come up ready and contented. I wish I could 'fast-forward' and see how things happen and end eventually. I wish I could 'rewind' back then, and start all over again. I would never want to 'stop' this life for now. I am not ready yet to face death. Who does?

But, of all, we could only 'play' life as it is. We cannot 'stop' nor 'rewind' nor 'fast-forward' nor 'pause'. We could only hope for no jaded.

Rest? It seems like I never heard of that word before in my life.

Random Truth #2

I get excited when I heard my phone vibrates/rings to a message entry.
I thought the message is from the person that I've been waiting to text me, thats why.
But it is such a let down knowing that it is from someone else.
Damn it.

Random Truth

This word can sometimes be

satisfying,

relieving,

contenting,

purifying.

It can also be

grieving,

hurting,

agony,

shitty.


Don't you think so?

Quote

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Henri Nouwen, Out of Solitude

Listen, read.

Okay, now I've got to strict myself on what I have to choose and what I have to do. I've learn that (I've realized this before but never learn to it), we shall never put such high expectation on something (to be concise, friends) or else we will end up hurting ourselves.

What can they do?
They come, they go. Just like that.

Some take us for granted. When we tried our best to be there for them, we never get back the same treatment. Friends do not ask for anything in return but hey, AT LEAST, show some appreciation la.
Even some don't help when we're in deep agony and trouble.

Come on, you got brain and you can think. Don't be so SELFISH, okay?

You might say that I'm the one who is selfish but lets take a look back.
Has it always been my fault? NO.

P/S: This is in general, no offense.

Bluargh

Stole this from MeiArt, haha.

Favorites ;

Kind of pants
Anything that fits me.

Number
1

Animal
kitties, moomoos

Drink
Barbican, Snapple :D

Sport
Dodge ball.

Month
February.

Cartoon character
This is hard man!

Have you ever ;

Been close to dying
Yeah.

Loved someone so much it made you cry
Yeah *surprise surprise

Broke a bone
Yeah.

Played truth or dare
Teach me!

Ran away
Wanted to, so much.

Broke someones heart
Yeah, I think.

Cried over someones death
OF COURSE.

Cried in school
Yeahhhh *surprise surprise again

Fell off your chair
Haha thats lame

Saved e-mails
I'd be lying if I said no.

Used someone
NEVER.

What is ;

Your good-luck charm
Prayers to Allah.

Your favorite song
Dance, beat bebeh!

Next to you
Ghost :O

Your pet peeve
Whats that?

Motivations
Life observations.

Ever had ;

Chicken Pox
D'uh.

Soar throat
Right now.

A one night stand
Hihihihi

Do you ;

Believe in love at first sight
Kinda.

Long distance relationships
Ehem ehem to Mei.

Like school
Friends!

Get along with your family
Of course, sometimes not.

Wear contact lenses or glasses
Glasses. Wanted to wear lenses so badly.

Like filling out surveys
Like this? Haha yeah

Like yourself
Yeah. We have to. Don't like our own selves? Go die.

Who ;

Was the last person who called you
AttTities.

Makes you smile the most
H and M and A.

Knows you best
Me.

Took this survey 1st
I don't have any idea.

Gets on your nerves
When anything gets on me nerves.

Yesterday did you ;

Talk to someone you liked
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
sedihnya soalan ni. *sama reaction dgn Mei

Buy something
Yeah.

Get sick
Still am.

Miss someone
Yeah, so badly.

Talk to an ex
No.

Last person who ;

Slept in your bed
Me.

Saw or heard you cry
No one notices when I cry.

Went to the movies with
I don't want to mention his name. IDIOT.

Told you they loved you
AttTities <33

You said I love you to
AttTities <33

You fought with
E and A and I and M and schoolmates.

You made fun of
MeiFart.

Made fun of you
I don't know.

Pick on ;

Are you righty or lefty
Righty. Both when on piano, HAHA.

Scary or Funny movie
Scary bebeh! Funny on times.

Chocolate or Vanilla
Vanilla, yum yum.

Coffee or Tea
Tea.

Summer or Winter
Winter.

Diamond or Pearl
Diamond.

Pepsi or Coke
Pepsi.

Strawberry or Watermelon
Strawberry.

Citrus or Berry
Belly. HAHA

Random ;

Hated anyone in your family
Yeah.

Gotten any awards
Yeah.

Good singer
Woo hoo!

What was your last dream about
Go read my previous post.

When did you last shower
Few hours ago.

What book are you reading now
How To Kill Yourself.

Best feeling in the world
Being loved and cuddled.

What's underneath your bed
Phone chargers. I have tonnes of them.

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal
My Moo moos!

What are you most scared of right now
Hell.

Are you lonely right now
Hell yeah.

Song thats stuck in your head right now
Get Naked by Britney Spears.

First thing you notice on opposite sex?
Boobies.

Are you to shy to ask someone out
No.

What are you wearing right now
Society shirt.

Favorite flower
Err, this is tough.

How many pillows do you sleep with
I can't count my pillows.

Surprise

My blog looked totally shitty in Internet Explorer. Meanwhile, it looked just awesome in Mozilla Firefox. Ugh

Nightmare

I had this nightmare.

There was me and H.

We were MURDERERS.

We killed some people, for some reason we don't know.

But somehow, I felt the pleasure of KILLING and STABBING and SLASHING and SLAUGHTERING.

Our hands were BLOODIED and smudged.

Ya Allah please help me.

In the same time, I feel scared and anxious.

I sweat.

"I'm seeing dead bodies", my mind spoke.

We were at this apartment, with a huge drainage at the backyard.

After I MINCED the body, I stuffed it inside a bag and threw it off the drain.

Surprisingly, the water was crystal clear.

We can see EVERYTHING inside it.

In the drainage, I saw few other DEAD BODIES.

Killed by whom, I have no idea.

They were FLOATING in the water.

Well there was this part that really freak me out.

The bodies were like, WATCHING me.

I saw their eyeballs MOVING, to my body movement.

They were OBSERVING me.

After throwing the bodies, we acted like nothing happened.

As if, we were PROFESSIONALS in slaughtering human.

Then I woke up.

And got this high fever.

Damn it.

OMG OMG

Despite being emo, I found out about this movie. I've been waiting for so long! Finally, Final Destination 4!! Yeahh

To you, my dear Friend

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around.
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down.
And its taking me this long but I figured you out.
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around.

You don’t have to call anymore,
I won’t pick up the phone.
This is the last straw,
Don’t want to hurt anymore,
There’s nothing left to beg for.
And you can tell me that you’re sorry,
But I won’t believe you like I did before .
You’re not sorry, no more, no.

Lookin’ so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn’t know.
Could have loved you all my life,
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold.
And you got your share of secrets,
And I’m tired of being last to know.
And now you’re asking me to listen,
Because its worked each time before.

You had me calling for you ,
And it never would’ve gone away, no.
You use to shine so bright,
But I watched our friendship, it fade.