Blast!

Yesterday, Friday May 29th 2009, us at SMIAAG celebrated the ever awesome day, Teachers Day. Like totally, it was pretty amazing to be a part of the celebration! The day was so hectic and havoc and fun and merry and happy and fun fun and full of smiles and joyous and tears and soo much more. Hannan, Muadz and Me spent the morning in the class, finishing our cards (6 special cards for 6 special teachers, to be precise). I made cards for Teacher Alia and Teacher Azizan. Muadz made cards for Teacher Hawa and Teacher Rushida, while Hannan made cards for Teacher Hasnah and Teacher Arash. All 6 beautiful cards for 6 super beautiful and brilliant and clever and awesome and special teachers. Hee. WE LOVE OUR TEACHERS! So much, indeed. The most exhausting part was, three of us (here, may I label ourselves as Three Clevers, instead of Three Stooges, ehem) went searching all over school trying to find our teachers to give them the cards. The first 3 teachers whom got the cards were Teacher Rushida, Teacher Arash and Teacher Azizan. Here's the snap:

They all looked happy and glad. Hee. One cool joke Teacher Arash made, "Hannan ni saya ajar dulu time Geografi. Dia nampak sangat innocent dan tu membuatkan saya rasa lagi nak marah dekat dia". HAHA, best la teacher! Poor Hannan, heheh.

Next was (or were) Teacher Alia and Teacher Amira (sorry sis, we haven't got no time to make you one card!). Teacher Amira said, "Eh takpe la, saya ni bukannya cikgu pun. Panggil kakak pun takpe lah". Hehe, shall we call you 'Ustazah' or 'Muallimah' instead? Here's the snap:

They both smiled like there's no tomorrow. Yeah, keep on with the smiles! We came across Teacher Alia when us Three Clevers were heading upstairs to the teachers' room while she was walking downstairs heading to the feast. So, we capture the moment dekat celuk-ceruk tangga je, haha. Supreme supreme.

As Three Clevers heading to the teachers' room, far away at the other end of the balcony we saw Teacher Hawa. So we yelled her name and reached her. Here's the snap:

She posed like ohh-emm-gee-so-gorgeous! Haha, absurd. But indeed, the way she posed rather was unique and very very picturesque. This time, we're included in the picture. Special thanks to Yambee (as she was unpurposely been there and helped to capture this)! Look at all those happy faces, haha. Best picture captured!

Then, here come the most exhausting part for that day. We searched and ransacked (er,huh?) all over places to find Teacher Hasnah. God, where in the world could she have been? Us Three Clevers searched all over school for her that we even got soaked wet in our own sweat (euw gross). But that was the very truth! The day was super hot and steamy, we even felt like we're living in a microwave or something. Huh. After friday prayers, finally, we got to see Teacher Hasnah. What a relief! Thank God we didn't have to postpone the card-giving process. Here's the snap:

YEAHHHHH. Finally, the card-giving process has complete! Haha. Look at her, she reacted all so happy and glad. She gave us that super sweet and jovial smile. God, I won't forget that smile.
So, those were the teachers who received our cards. Hee. No such thanks can pay the sacrifices they have made all along. Hope the cards we gave can make their day :)

Just for your information, these are the cards each of us,the Three Clevers made. Hee.

To Teacher Rushida, by Muadz:

To Teacher Hawa, by Muadz:

To Teacher Hasnah, by Hannan:

To teacher Arash, by Hannan:

To Teacher Azizan, by Me:

To Teacher Alia, by Me:

I present to you, THE CARDS! Made by us (copyright okay). Muadz's second card in the picture was factually incomplete. We added a cloud and a sun with its shine few minutes before we gave the card to Teacher Hawa, haha. Cool fast act eh? *Perasan*. I made both cards in the same design because my mind couldn't think of any other idea. Huhu. I think, Hannan made the most fun cards! His cards were creative and hell yeah, damn adorable! Haha. He's really really imaginative I tell you. To Muadz and myself: We did a great job too, hehe.

For that day, we really had an awesome blast. Thanks teacher, for all the sacrifices. Nothing can never really repay back all the efforts you've made to teach us. "Even when we drool, you're still cool". Hehe, my quote. Later in the evening, when we're having a feast, Teacher Hawa came to Me and Hannan and said something. We can sense, she spoke with all her heart. We melted and touched by her words, and so did she. We love you too as well Teacher Hawa!

P/S: Woah, I can't believe I wrote this so-damn-miles-long-entry. Haha, thanks for reading!

Relief.

Finally, I can let go of the messed up studies in my head for now. Exams are over! I felt like jumping off the school corridor just now. But that would be suicide, idiot. Something cool: our dearest Teacher Alia really made up our last paper. She let us start early, finish answering and go out at anytime we want. She even wrote on the whiteboard "Boleh keluar bila-bila masa". Woahh, we love Teacher Alia!! Haha. Thats how the first semester examination ends. Psst, this only happen to class 5 Suhaib ar-Rumi. Not to the other 2 classes.
HAHA sorry la geng, tak dapat la korang nak rasa opportunity macam ni.


P/S: I'm too lazy to update the Exam Period Series,haha! Sorry. Let bygones be bygones. Bahaha :B

Simple.

Hi! Just want to say, tomorrow would be my last day of examination! Yaw bebeh yeah. Freedom, for a while.
And hey, I just put on a new banner up there. Hee.
:)

To Them

Last night, I bought these:

And I gave them to my besties.
That red smiley is for Hannan. The alphabet 'H' was unavailable so,I got that special red smiley cupcake for him. Hee. The green 'E' was for Ehsan, the 'M's were for Muhammad R, Muadz and Mirin, the 'A' was for Adam.
And I ate that red 'K'.
That 'K', I took it with no such intention. I just took it, haha. Eventually, I ate it, as it is for me. Duh. But, I had no such idea what was 'K' stands for, until me n Tities chatted and I got an idea that 'K' stands for my lovalova, Katy Perry. WHOAA.
Means I just ate Katy Perry. Sheeet.

Yudl - Ay - EEE - Ooooo

I'm a YouTube fan. I watch videos whenever I want (duh), especially humorous one. But last Thursday (when my mind was totally disrupted after doing those shitty AdMaths papers), got back home from school and browsing through videos and I found this new (for me) and awesomely cool word: YODEL. Watch this, enjoy! And do comment, haha.




I was stunned at first and then starts enjoying my ass off watching this one, till I finally got obsessed with yodelling *sigh*. She's just 12 man! Couldn't get any awesomer.


P/S: I hate seeing that Black judge in the middle laughing. She laughed like god-damn-it-is-so-funny. Pfft.

Attention.

The Exam Period Series will stay

down and put for a while.

This is due to the Author's

mental disruption and retardation.


Thank You.

I think..

I pretty much just blabbers and write about nonsense stuffs here. Sigh.

What do you think?

The Exam Period Series: Third Day

Today's paper, BAHASA ARAB TINGGI (BAT) and Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah paper 1 (PSI 1). Lets start with BAT. Bzzzzzzzz bzzzzzzzzz bzzzzzzzzz bzzzzzzzzz bzzzzzzzzz. Enuff said. Watafak wehh. I wasn't paying all my attention to the papers. Wanna know what I did? Rubbing off clear my table till no such smudge left. Great huh? After I rubbed the smudges out, I sketched on the table again. Quite goof, ain't I? Haha. Not only on the table, also in the question papers. I didn't know what to answer! So I guess I better draw stuffs, probably might entertain my Ustaz (I rubbed the sketches off before I go out, don't worry I am no fool). I also brainstormed on what to write about in my new blog entry when I got home. And this is it, what I've thought throughout the exam. Haha. Now lets move on to PSI 1, we had fun. Yeah! Throwing all those beads (manik) to Afif Mok Mok (Afif Marzlan la) sampai masuk telinga. Bahahaha. Awesomeness :D The paper wasn't as tough as BAT's. BAT paper was like totally hell mad. I couldn't understand even a single thing. I'm totally crapped out.

Well, I just realized that the seating position in my class is pretty awesome. Except for one thing, when its morning, only one person is totally suffering by the sunrise highlights of the sunshine. And that guy is Faiz Ali (not me okay). Dang, pity him. Haha. I gotta draw a diagram to make this story clearer! Hee.

Tomorrow, is another day. A BIG day. Why? Because its Additional Mathematics paper. Yeah bebeh.

Right, enuff creampuff for now. See you again. Thanks. :)

It was last Saturday

The ever truly wonderful day, Teacher's Day.

"How do I read, if I never been taught to open my mouth and mumble?
How do I write, if I never been given a pencil and mess my dad's journal?
How do I draw, if I never been given a crayon and scribble the home walls?
How do I calculate, if I never been given a huge children calculator and add 1 to 1 equals 11?
How do I learn to correct all these, without being given a teacher?"

"They exist not only at school.
They are always there to teach even when you drool.
Without them, world could impossibly have such any brilliants.
We're nothing without them, who we call as Teachers."

Thanks teachers, for teaching me all this while. No such thanks can pay back all the sacrifices and all the knowledge you nourished me with. I try and promise to study well, and pass the exam with flying colours. Sorry for sending this a little late (hope you don't mind). I promise I won't let you down, InsyaAllah. :D

The Exam Period Series: Second Day

English! I think I sucked at paper one. I didn't manage my time good enough! Dang it. On paper 2, it was just okay. For tomorrow, it's Bahasa Arab Tinggi. *deep long gasp and gulp* No comment. Just like what Dena said, "blargh!". Haha. Uhh, just pray that we got the very best result lah. Amin.

On the way home, I was thinking about Teacher Hayati as she used to teach us English last year, class 4 Salahuddin al-Ayubi. Got home, open this PC and ka-da-bush! *surprise surprise* Teacher shouted at my shoutbox. Woahhhh. She can read my mind! *surprise surprise*
Well, that delights my day :D I miss you lah teacher! Bila nak jumpa? Seriously, I miss her.

And oh, my last entry (yesterday's) is my 50th entry! Woo-hoo to myself. Hehe. Okay, enough blabs for now. Thanks.

The Exam Period Series: First Day

The first subject paper was; Bahasa Melayu. Jeng jeng jeng. The first paper was kinda easy. Probably (?). But the second paper was, aaaaargh terrible! Didn't manage to complete the whole question. I missed the last question which apparently 8 marks flew away. Bwham! Just like that (Is that how 'fly' sounds like?). But something is much more interesting.

You know, a clock? Uh, well, that wall clock we usually hang on the walls (duh) i.e. in the classroom, bedroom etc etc. Ahh long story short, its just a clock.

Ever got cheated by a clock? I know this sound rather stupid but, think for a while. Haven't you? For example, you have a date with your girlfriend/boyfriend at 12pm. You take a good look at the clock and it shows '11.30 am'. "Phew, still got a half an hour to get ready", you monologued. Few moments later, you checked it again and voila, it shows the exact same time. You freak out and look at another clock, it shows '12.15 pm'. Darn it. You go curse the clock.

Well, this time, it takes place in my classroom, when we all were struggling with the exam paper, today. At a point, we all looked at the clock and it shows '1.25 pm'. We all go and took a little nap or some rest or even go day-dreaming (well, not literally all). Few minutes later, we looked at the clock, it says '1.25 pm'. "Hee, still got more time."

But..wait, it can't be. No no no no this is way to freaky. We checked another time mech (our wrist watch. I don't know why we preferred to look at our class clock rather than our own watch.) Ka-blam! 2.00 pm. Only got another 15 minutes to pass up the paper. Damn it! The clock! It has cheated on us! Garhrahhrah *angry-sound effect*

Well, thats the first day story. The Cheating Clock. Ah we should've spotted that it would cheat on us. I don't know whats gonna happen tomorrow, as for English subject. My favourite! Hee. Wish me luck and pray for our success. Ameen~

Things Have Changed For Me

"Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
Little deaths in musical beds.
So it seems I'm someone I've never met.

Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say.
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.

I want to go where everyone goes,
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same."

.....

Few words from a song by Panic! at the Disco, titled That Green Gentlemen.
Last year's song, but I still like it.
It has something to do with me right now.
:)

poodle-pop

Tagged by Mey-reng fArt, hoyeah.

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup anda?
God, momma <33, family, friends <3, money, good deeds and myself

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
Chocolates, yeahh

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Pelamin.

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan anda kekal?
Ikut aku lah.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
Oui :D

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir anda makan malam?
Kenny Rogers. Special Mother's Day dinner <3

7. Namakan buku terakhir yg anda beli?
Biology F4

8. Apakah nama penuh anda?
Muhammad Faiz bin Jamain

9. Anda lebih senang dengan mak atau bapak?
I don't have a Daddy. Then of course with my Momma.

10. Namakan seseorang yang anda ingin jumpa untuk kali pertamanya dalam hidup yg ni,
Katy Perry in cute purply costumes. Ah shtim.

11. Sebutkan 8 sahabat yang paling rapat dengan anda.
Att, Hannan, Muadz, Farhi, Ehsan (?), Mirin, Sis Farha, Besties

ahh semua ah! Sukati aku la nak berapa banyak :D

12. Adakah anda mencuci pakaian sendiri?
Ye

13. Tempat paling seronok yang anda mahu pergi
Somewhere content and calm and I can relax my tight ass off.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
Both.

15. Butirkan 5 tentang orang yang tag anda
- Supaa artistic
- Craving for Yousef
- Att's bestie
- She's a Chinese *duh
- Er..

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai buat masa ini-
- Katy Perry.
- Cupcakes.
- SPM.
- Piano.
- Beats, electropop and junk-disco.
- Photography and art.
- Buildings and creations.
- Friends.

17. 8 perkara yang sering diucapkan-
- Yaw
- Astaghfirullah
- Ya Allah
- Surprise surprise
- Shit
- Ahhh..
- Hoyeahh
- Ohh

18. 8 buah buku yang terbaru anda baca
- Chemistry.
- Physics.
- Additional Mathematics.
- Modern Mathematics.
- Biology.
- Sejarah.
- Bahasa Arab Tinggi (surprise surprise)
- Al-Qur'an.

19. 10 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali-
- Justice: Phantom part I & II
- Katy Perry
- Yiruma: River Flows In You
- Lily Allen
- Does It Offend You, Yeah?: We Are Rockstars
- Pussycat Dolls: Jai Ho
- Beethoven
- A Fine Frenzy: Near To You
- Miley Cyrus: The Climb
- Leona Lewis & Avril Lavigne: I Will Be

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
Last year? Well, they're SO last year. Why would I reminisce it?

21. Mari men'tag 3 orang lain
-Att.
-Hannan.
-Muadz.

originally by me

Do I need to walk away,
how long shall I stay?
Upon leaving to astray,
I think I need to go away.

Why need to go near,
with the face like a liar?
Shivers and broken tears,
why did you go near?

Approaching me,
lights up the day will be.
But now, all I can see,
I am no longer be seen.

Falling sick and all agony,
no I am not begging for sympathy.
Not even for any mercy,
just needing a little concerning friendly.

Near to you, i am healing.
Friends care, not fretting.
Should have seen the clue coming,
to try avoiding upset misunderstanding.

Through sadness going on,
when what you have has gone.
The ones you love let you down,
and alone, it is hard to move on.

This melancholy burn,
and all the lesson learnt.
Patience and prayers are all only I own,
to Him only I should turn.

Well..

Not everything is perfect, ain't all we expect come to be true.

I'm still stubborn by still going to school. The reason why? Exam is next week (June 18th). Ohemmgee. And the other reason is, I wanna meet my friends. HellYeah thats soo true. I love seeing my friends everyday. I won't go boring or puke seeing their faces. Okay, today go to school and Borhanuddin/Farhan/Bo-Bo-Bo-Borhan/WajaHebat was absent. Fever kot. Pity him. My besties; Adam, Muadz, Hannan, Safwan, Salman, Amirin, Muhammad R, Fuhaira and some other common friends saw my wrist. Uhh wait, do you guys note that there's a name which is not listed amongst them? Who could that guy be? Haihh.
Pretty upset, why couldn't he be as concerning as others? Or probably he got a problem of his own? (But he look all so happy and frigging-having-a-fun-time-yeah) Huh. I couldn't write with my right hand. It hurts soo much. It bleeds, too. Argh.

Alhamdulillah.

Take a few seconds reminiscing your bad and your good deeds. Zikr and pray to Him, to our Dearest Lord. Death could come to you in anytime, anywhere, wherever and whenever. Do and always remember Allah, as He is our Most Merciful and Most Highness and The Greatest creator.

Thank God I'm still alive, but poor the guy (in my other post). SubhanAllah, He still give me the chances to change and to rebuild what is lost and what has been missing. Thanks my dear friends for supporting me when I was down and being there shining for me. I really love you guys <3

uhh.

I don't think by posting anything happy will change my condition. Argh.
Help me.

surprise surprise

Calvin McKlein? Clark Klein? HAHAHA
.....

Got back home from school at 10.30pm. I went out from the house for school at 6.50am which literally means, I was at school for like 11 hours straight. Gahh. So frigging exhausting! Pfft. But nak belajar, nak pandai, kena sacrifice. Huu. It was penat gila bangang la. BUT, something lit me up. Imagine, your mom suruh pegi kat meja makan and makan the ayam goreng (which sounds awesomelly boring) but by opening the tudung saji, what you see is a box full of CUPCAKES. Omagahh.

Part 1: play me melancholic melody.

I think, there's a moment in life where you can't feel anything.
As if you're lost, in absolute despair, total blurry situation, the oblivion and distress coexist in you and the feelings finally take control over you.

I think, there are conjunctions of different paths and you have to choose just one: which leads you to glory and satisfaction.
You can hardly choose the path, because you're in such deep pressure and anxiety.

I think, there's a point in life at when you reach it, you'll get very³ bewildered, blue, gloomy, confused, melancholy and all eventually mixed up into one: pain.

And this is where I am at right now.

.....

At this very moment, I'm feeling like I've been holding myself from having a life that I want and from enjoying what I already have (sounds like I'm not being thankful tho).
I keep on pushing and running and climbing and reaching and grasping and finding and hoping for the thing (more like a person, indeed) that doesn't really care or give a damn about myself.
It's like, I'm clapping with only a hand (bertepuk sebelah tangan, duh).
I'm feeling like, what I have been doing doesn't really matters to anyone.
Even when it comes to a point that I'm actually suffering from this disease, non seems to care.

Just to be on the bright side: they don't show that they care (as in they actually DO care), or they don't know about it (to this, in my opinion: to the person whom I told to, they should've shared it with others).

I just don't know..

how do you feel.

Imagine..

Today, you got an appointment with the doctor. You arrived a little late than you supposed. Upon arriving at the hospital, this following conversation occur:

Doctor: Kita tangguh la treatment for this time.
You: Kenapa doc?
Doctor: Sebab one of my patient meninggal.
You: Oh, really? I'm sorry to hear that. Innalillah..
Doctor: ...
You: ...
Doctor: (silence)
You: Sebab apa?
Doctor: Don't be surprised, don't get anxious. You know about the injections you supposed to get?
You: Well, yeah. What about it?
Doctor: How well do you know about it?
You: Well, the drugs used are not risk free. Thats what you have been telling me since our last appointment. Why?
Doctor: If you've arrived earlier, the deceased could be you.

hey.

"The struggles I'm facing,
the chances I'm taking.
Sometimes I might be down but,
no I'm not breaking.
I may not knowing,
but these are the moments that
I gotta remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I,
I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on."

.....

Few words from a song which has such a deep meaning to me.

okay class, today we learn about TB!

Tuberculosis (abbreviated as TB for tubercle bacillus or Tuberculosis)
-contagious
-infectious
-deadly
.....

"Tuberculosis usually attacks the lungs (as pulmonary TB) but can also affect the central nervous system, the lymphatic system, the circulatory system, the genitourinary system, the gastrointestinal system, bones, joints, and even the skin."

"Treatment for TB uses antibiotics to kill the bacteria. The two antibiotics most commonly used are rifampicin and isoniazid. However, instead of the short course of antibiotics typically used to cure other bacterial infections, TB requires much longer periods of treatment (around 6 to 12 months) to entirely eliminate mycobacteria from the body. Latent TB treatment usually uses a single antibiotic, while active TB disease is best treated with combinations of several antibiotics, to reduce the risk of the bacteria developing antibiotic resistance. People with latent infections are treated to prevent them from progressing to active TB disease later in life.
However, treatment using Rifampicin and Pyrazinamide is not risk-free"